god ur annoying. why don't you just stop getting down on yourself. grow da hell up. u know you been whining forever now? half your speech it seems like consists of complaints and what not. how about u start doin something about it. sit on ur ass. yeah, that's bein real progressive. no one's gonna fight your battles for you. yeah, you fight other people's battles because it easier isn't it? it's easy to critque and judge others, but when it comes to yourself it's off limits. or its simple passive acceptance. stop accepting. accepting is quitting. revolt. mutiny. take a god damn stand. if not for them, for yourself at least?