normalacy.

everything seems to be falling into place again.
don't worry, i know it's just an illusion that will be revealed in time.

today i was about to reveal something so true and honest in my life.
but i decided against it at the last second. actually in mid-sentence.
i decided it was something too real to me to let anyone know just yet.
maybe i'm just being paranoid with the way it seems God or life is keepin tabs on the chan man.
...but something's afoot. i can smell it in there air.