i been feelin kinda down these days. i dunno why.

you know what i was wondering?

guys tend to be mad cautious about girls who tend to..flirt a lot, and tends to hang around a lot of guys. that generally makes guys wonder if she's simply an attention seeker and playa, ready to play the hearts of the guys seeking her affection.

i wonder if it's the same way the other way around with girls. if a guy tends to have a lot of girl friends does that turn girls off? do they think he tries to be a pimp or what?

so...this past weekend was the 4th time in as many weeks where someone has asked me if i was a 3rd year. do i really give off that immature vibe? good lord.

i just realized i still have my earing and i barely even notice it now, it's like just another part of me. i wonder if that makes me look young. it's sad to think that i'll have to take it off one day because i'm gettin oooold.