why do i always have to feel so guilty.

i really want the 700m dell inspiron.

there is this 750 dollar coupon that i got off uta and i think it's a bomb deal.

but my sis always makes me realize how spoiled i am.

she's frugal with her money but i'm a spoiled brat. she graduated mit and she got a civic. i became a junior in northwestern and i get a accord.

she searches for really good cheap deals online or uses second hand stuff even though she just graduated med school and will soon be filthy rich.

i continually buy new gadgets and toys with money i did not work for while i don't even have a summer internship down yet.

and i just spent like a G on a springbreak i didn't deserve to go on.

and inspite of all this...i'm prob going to end up getting that laptop...and feeling like shit.

terrific.